Condemiang's Eyes

A man wearing a white polo shirt is holding a camcorder with both hands, appearing focused as he films indoors. The image has a watercolor or filter effect applied, giving it a stylized appearance.


One day, around the time when the breathless heat of midsummer had already begun to dull, I wanted to see my face reflected not in a mirror, but in some other tool of projection.

I had long since given up the futility of drawing something on scraps of paper or pieces of cloth. For just behind the torn canvas, there had always been a subject so vividly alive that I didn’t need to draw it at all.

And I had eyes—two beautiful eyes—capable of being filled with that freshness and rejoicing in it. Because I had come to know that truth.

14 December 2006

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